Preparing for Cabo

Dang it is going to be SUCH a busy summer! Work definitely kicks my ass this time of year, Herbalife and working out is a high priority, I don't want to be a lard ass when I get to Cabo. And I have to find time for tanning. I need more time in the day I swear. I mean at first I thought that's what weekends are made of. But then I started working 6-7 days a week and ended up planning my randoms in the evening, but then I go to bed late and work up early.....Is this what its supposed to be like?!

But its totally fine...I have 237 to lose 26 more pounds, get tanner, and have my hair grow and not die working my 50-60 hour weeks. oh and work out...Totally worth it. Its days like this when I totally rely on my Herbalife Tea. It burns about 80 calories just to drink it, plus it gives me the uppity feeling I used to chase drinking redbull, only tons better for me.

So going into the summer, its going to be so much different than last year. First of all, I should say out loud finally that I have been sober for 112 days. You guys don't know me so I will say it out loud, I am an alcoholic. This is the longest I have been sober since the day I turned 21. It was a real struggle for me to come this far. I think that is why I relied on working out so much. it took my mind off what I was running from. I took the focus of getting my next drink and started to focus on my next meal, my next pound, my next victory. It consumes me...and this is one addiction I will not kick.
So its strict meal planning, tea and water only, making sure I am on point. By the time Cabo comes around I will be able to look back and literally see my transformation.